3 months. :3

it's been 3 months since we got together.
we went through hell together.
we also went through heaven together. :)
it took me quite some time to realize i really do love him alot.
why was i so dumb?
i nearly lost him a couple of times and only then i realised i DO love him more than i imagined i did.
i will always remember this one kiss he gave me that totally melted me.
all this while, he kept showering me with love and me being so idiotic, only took him for granted.
i treated him real bad last time but he still stood by my side saying he loves me and blaming himself for my mistakes. :(
i feel so retarded looking back at my actions.
i'm so sorry, baby.
i've changed to someone who will appreciate what's so important to me instead of regretting once i lose it.
i can see a bright future ahead of us. :))
i hope you can see it too, sweetie.
you've done lots for me.
i might never be able to repay you for the rest of my life.
the least i can possibly ask from you now is,
let me repay you for the rest of my life by loving you. :')
i mean it, dear.
every tear i cried for you, made me realise how deep my love is for you.
i know you're not by my side physically all the time to protect me.
but, i know if you had the chance, you'll protect me with your life.
the bangle you gave me has been 'you' when you're not here.
it has taken good care of me and protected me from alot of negative things.
thank you so much, darling.
thank you so much.
for everything you've done for me and all we've been through.
we're going out tomorrow! YAY! :DDD
i can't wait, baby.
to finally be in your arms again.
feeling your warm, soft kisses. :)
whatever that didn't kill our relationship just made it stronger.
you're a total gentleman inside out.
i love you more than ever.
i just wanna love you more and more. <33333~>