after some thinking.

well, i did some thinking.
after what arnold said bout the whole reputation thing, it kinda makes sense. :)
so, i don't really wanna stress on it too much anymore.
things are starting to get a lil out of hand but i'm just starting to cool off.
no idea what's wrong with me, but, i'm just trying to smile at everything.
i don't wanna argue anymore.
i think every part of me has boiled off and evaporated.
true friends would know who i really am.
so, ppl out there, say whatever you want la.
but, hey, i believe in karma.
what goes around, comes around alright?
all the best to ppl who are out to kill me right now.
let's see who'll be your next predator. :)
i'm just chilling.
fyi, jack and i are NOT A COUPLE.
everything's going nice and slow right, jack jack? :))
perfectly pure relationship.
no stealing, whatsoever.
i'm not gonna curse in here.
i'm just trying to cool off and let god play His role.
i don't wanna be stealing his role and end up getting backfired myself.
let time tell for everything. ;)
to theesigan, up to you to spread all you want.
sorry to yell at you over the past few days.
well, someone had to come up with a move.
let's say, the younger one had the honour to be the better person.
you know and everyone knows what you've done to 'kill' my reputation.
so, as i said, karma. :)
i've got other more important things to worry about.
true friends are rare.
i so happen found 5 true friends who are there for me no matter where they are.
1) definitely to pinky. (she's been there for 2 years.)
2) alice. (stood up for me.)
3) thiru. (he defended me and trusted me even after he transferred school and the ppl there
said bad stuff bout me.)
4) jack jack. (he did too much to list. so much effort in helping my fatal habits.)
5) arnold. (the wise apple tree! XD and i'm one of the apples. O.O)


these 5 ppl really shone among the rest. :') i love all 5 of you with my heart. <33333
sorry to the rest who actually believed in ppl's rumours and actually continued their lil game to backstab me.
it's okay. i've gotten over it.
life's like this. i can't do much.
as long as i have my true friends by my side supporting me and watching my back all the way. :)
okay. which would you prefer?

a) 100 fake friends who might backstab you at any time.
b) 5 true friends who loves you as much as you love them.

without hesitation, my answer is B. :)
thanks, guys.
mwahhx.
you were there when i was being stepped all over by some ppl.
you were the ones who picked me up from the ground and dusted off the dirt and gave me a hug. :')
without you 5, my life will be a rot.
thanks, honeyss. :) my heart will always be owned by you.
here's a lil poem for my loved ones.



the rotting times,
and also the damned.
you were there for me,
from the beginning till the end.


you saved me from the pain,
you cured my bleeding heart.
you sheltered me from rain,
and cared for me from the start.


these true friends are priceless,
it takes an event to happen to see.
they shone from the rest,
God just sent these angels to me.


i just made this on the spot. i love you! :)
xoxo.