apart from the fact that one good thing that happened to me was to find someone,
all the other shit stuff just sucks.
urgh. >:[
well, the good thing is that, i found two really true friends that didn't change their attitude since the beginning of this year.
those two are the ones that i can trust the most right now.
without them, i would be crying day and night.
thanks to you two, alice and jen.
i love you. :3
the rest, all forming their own clique somewhere else.
well, i'm still surviving.
even my best friends for 2 years have changed into someone i myself can't explain.
yes there's times where she's still the same.
but, mostly, nowadays, the way she treats me and a few others is just so different.
i'm using the word few others because OBVIOUSLY i'm not alone in this.
quite a number has agreed with me that she's changing to something where i don't really know how to put it since she's been my buddy for so long.
but, if she were to be someone i'm not close to, i'll just simply use the word, bitch.
sorry to say, hunn.
it really sucks and hurts to say it but i just can't see you turn into one yet sit there quietly without saying anything.
it's your choice to see who were your true friends from the start.
for your information, your love one and your other best friends have noticed.
i hope this gets to you somehow.
we want you back, my dear.
you know who you are.
we're trying to save you back while we still can.
for other ppl who changed, i can't say anything because i just got to know you for a few months.
i've no right to ask you to change as i can see how much hatred you have in you over something i said as a friend.
i was just trying to be nice to tell you that you're changing and that ppl were talking bout you and it just got backfired.
you're upset just cos i don't want more ppl to talk about you.
gee. thanks, my friend.
you really made me proud.
i was there for you when you were down.
i was the one helping you in any situations.
i was the one who waited for you when everyone left you all alone.
but, this is what i get to show how much you appreciate me.
i never knew you would change so much.
or maybe i just got the wrong impression of you from the start.
whatever happens, i did my job as a good friend to tell you bout how i feel.
i hope this gets to you too.
take care, my dears. :)
i wish i can say that to you two in the face like i used to.
guess our friendship really ends here. :'(
