bu4 idol 2008.

*cheers till tears fall*
i won second place for this year's bu4 idol!
haha. duet category.
you have totally NO IDEA how hard it was for alice and i.
all that we went through, we finally made it.
this means the most for me cos you see, i'm 16 this year.
for 16 years, i never got any award AT ALL.
this is the first and when i screwed up the lyrics, i politely asked for another chance.
then, we went all out.
there you go. X)
i wanna congratulate the other winners.

SOLO CATEGORY :
1ST, JOEY LAU!
(HE WAS FUCKIN' AWESOME)
2ND, EMILY MOK
(BLEEDING LOVE BABE)
3RD, DAVID CHEW
(OUR VERY OWN GAVIN DEGRAW)

DUET CATEGORY :
1ST, HONG ONN AND KEE AIK
(AND SHE SAYS THEY CAN'T SING. RIGHT.)

2ND, VALERIE LOW AND ALICE LEONG
(MEMORIES WERE PRICELESS)

3RD, SHERWEN AND YONG CHING
(OUR SECOND PAIR THAT MADE IT TOO!)


all of us, take a bow.
we made it for our final year.
i'm so so damn proud of every one of us.
i cried like crazy.
for the rest that didn't made it, i know that you did all you could.
all of you were great.
super strong voices, no doubt.
i hope everyone enjoyed this final year as much as i did.
thank you so much. :))

one month and counting. :))

after blogging bout something pretty depressing, it's time i blogged bout something happening in my life now. X))
my baby and i have been together for slightly pass a month now.
he told me he was gonna read my blog, so i purposely want him to see this. :DD
haha. you know i love you. <333
he has changed so much for me, it's incredible.
i really appreciate it.
i remember we kept arguing early in the relationship.
we went through ALOT.
but, now, from where i stand, with him by my side, i don't mind shedding that one litre of tears.
i thought that ivan was worth my love cos he was with me for so long.
guess what, you're more worth it than all my ex-es added up together and times by infinity.
you took my breath away the minute i laid eyes on you.
if you leave, you'll take my breath away for good.
that's how much i love you.
baby, remember this five words.
my heart beats for you. :))

what a night.

as the title says, what a night.
ivan chew keng kitt, you changed so much, i can hardly recognize you.
how can you say those things to me?
i NEVER saw it coming.
that's for sure.
what made you say all those things??
well, we're both disappearing from each other's lives for now.
joseph loo yew hann, you said that i changed.
i never changed.
you just noticed that i'm like this.
i lost two close friends in one night.
it's kinda hard for me although i got totally nothing to do with it.
i dunno what happened.
as my baby says, cest' la vie.
what goes around, comes around.
note for ivan : you disappoint me so much. it hurts. goodbye and take care of yourself.
note for joseph : i did my part as a close friend. it also hurts from what you said to me. it's your
loss, buddy.
after all this, i learnt one great lesson in life, never be too sure that your closest people will never change or backstab you. there's nothing that one can be hundred percent sure about. whether family (i heard of family backstabbing family), friends or anyone. the only person, you can ever trust, is your other half. if even your other half will backstab you, there's obviously something wrong with you.
but, luckily for me, i have my other half, and my important TRUE friends in my life.
thank you. i love you all. :))