Monday, July 30, 2007

back from genting. :D

hello!
after getting back from genting, man, the headache totally sucked!
the stupidddd teacup!
my cousins kept rotating it like some speed cup thingy. O.O
nearly puked.
other rides didn't make me puke but the damn teacup did. -.-'
i sat on 12 rides! XD

1)spinner (was worried that the thing might snap and send me swinging across genting. O.O)
2)space shot (LOST MY BREATH AND COULDN SCREAM ON THE WAY DOWN! T.T)
3)pirate ship (kinda fun with cousins. :D)
4)flume ride (the boat that smashes into water. damn. whacked my head on the way down. T.T)
5)mine train (this was for kids. -.-)
6)bumper boat (my boat just kept spinning without moving forward. -.-)
7)rotating teacup (bloody hell this man. nearly puked!)
8)go kart (overtook everyone. this was the best. XD)
9)corkscrew (damn. 360 turn scared the shit out of me)
10)cyclone (first ride i took in my life. made my heart pop)
11)flying coaster (new ride. didn't even scream. too tired for the day. lol)
12)super tobbogun (brake-less. and guess what. i got whacked on the head on the way up this time. -.-)


daymm. all practically pulled my heart out of my chest! T.T
i hate it when it's going down.
plus, i'm shit afraid of heights and all this has to happen.
but, it was damn fun. :BB
oh well, won't be going there anytime soon.

before the theme park thingy on saturday, i went to genting on friday.
went by lrt. from kelana jaya to gombak! damn far.
then, we took a bus up to genting.
followed by the cable car to take us to the peak. XD
went for 'fly'.
the show.
it was kinda cool.
got hot guys and the chics were pretty hot too. haha.
overall, this has been a great experience since the last time i went which was 10 years ago.
loves it.
now, next year, i'm aiming for bali. XD

all moving too fast.

oh god.
wtf is going on right now?!
the whole misunderstanding-wanna-kill-you-now kinda shit is so fucking stressful la kay.
can't you just fucking get out of my life?
stay in your own and mind your own damn business la.
one more thing, i can't believe my very own best friends totally betrayed me from the start.
now, that shit hurts.
guess what?
revenge is all in my mind right now.
don't mess with me and my emotions.
things will turn shit ugly.
well, knowing that she betrayed me long before this issue, now, that's drama.
well, let's see what we can do about it.
put it this way.
the guy she likes, fallen for me.
*shrugs* TOO BAD?! WTF CAN I DO ABOUT IT?
don't say i STOLE YOUR BOY WHEN HE'S NOT EVEN YOURS!
OMG WEI. i so can't believe this.
what are true friends?
haha. let me tell you this.
you really played the game shit well for me to trust you so much.
i learnt that YOU can't be trusted with nuts no more.
you live your life with your pesky lil friends and i live my own life with my true friends and oh yeah!
maybe my life has YOUR CRUSH in it too. oops.
like i give a shit anymore.
what-e-ver, man.
you pushed me to this stage.

Thursday, July 26, 2007

:D time for some fun.

i'm about to leave for genting in less than 2 hours.
skipped school today. XD
well, missed arnold's lil surprise for alice, BUT! i've yet to get the full news on it. :))
oh well, taking LRT to the cable station then, taking the cable car up to the highlands. :D
daymm, it's gonna be shit load of fun!
can't wait.
oh yeah. HAPPY BE-EARLY BIRTHDAY, ARNOLD! XD
i hope your 'BIRTHDAY WISH' will come true.
*nudge nudge alice*
ahaha.
oh well, i better get going now.
got some last minute packing to do.
have fun, my loves. :)
mwahhhxx!

Tuesday, July 17, 2007

ahhh! hard work! "+B

omg. do you know how much hard work it is to go jogging everyday? T.T
bout an hour a day in the evening is seriously shit tiring!
ah well. no pain, no gain. :/
well, both of my best friends that i said i lost in the first post, came back. :D
thank GOD!
my prayers were answered! :)
i love you two so much, pinky and zu! :DDD
things are good.
well, apart from a few other ppl that's not really in talking terms with me, everything's good.
oh yeah!
THE BIGGEST SURPRISE TODAY WAS THAT A NORWEGIAN GIRL CAME TO SCHOOL SAYING SHE'S LIM YEE'S COUSIN!!
OMFGGGG!!!! O.O
that was a serious shocker this morning.
she looks really sweet with nice dirty blonde hair, and grey-ish blue eyes. wow.
jealousy seeps in with those beautiful features.
AND HER LASHES! AHHHHHH!!!
serious shocker.
compare with lim yee? PL-EASE! NOT EVEN CLOSE!
oh well. i don't quite wanna blog bout lim yee anyways.
haha. well, what else happened today.
hmmmm. :/
nothing much.
my main intention of this blog is to tell everyone reading this that my best friends are BACK!! :DD
i'm kinda loving life and everything about it. :))
guess this is the up! XD
oh yeah! my new fav song-teenagers by my chemical romance!!!
IT'S ADDICTIVEEEE! XOXO.



P.S alice, take out your earring before it ROTSSSS!


LOTS OF LOVE. <33 xoxo.

Monday, July 16, 2007

the healing

well, things are starting to heal slowly.
july is here and is half way through now.
time just passes by too quickly to ignore.
exams are near.
what should i be doing?
i failed 4 the last test and lots of things happened too.
nearly got caught doing LOTS of stuff which nearly led me to being a drop out at the age of 15 in form4. :/
well, lucky i guess.
i realised a few things bout my life.
it's somehow, filled with lies.
lies are everywhere.
and, i lie myself.
i lie to get away with stuff ALL THE TIME.
it happens almost everyday actually.
now, the guilt is sinking in me.
that just sucks.
sigh. T.T
and there's this guy that i would like to befriend.
but, one problem.
he's my best friend's ex!
i was like, omg.
what am i to do?
it's not like i'll like him okayy.
not my type.
but, i'm even scared to be friends with this guy cos i can see that my buddy still has a thing for him. :/
sigh. that's one issue.
another one is, teachers seem to just enjoy picking on me. -.-
i don't see the joy in that.
practically EVERY SINGLE TEACHER in school is after me for the TEEENY TINIEST thing.
JUST TO GET IT AT ME!
urgh. >:[
hmm. what else has happened lately?
i celebrated my first month with my honey. ;)
haha. it was sweeeeeeeet!
he made sure everything was perfect.

so cautious about it.
true enough.
no mistakes. :)
that day really made me love him even more than ever. haha. :D
it really improved our relationship in every way. :)
see how a date can change everything, peeps?
i made a mistake last time which nearly cost me.
there was a presence of another guy at the time we argued and we nearly broke up. :(
but, something inside me just told me not to.
the guilt i had in me was painful. real painful.
until i came to my senses to tell him, i was expecting a painful break up.
but, to my surprise, HE FORGAVE ME! NOT ONLY THAT, HE BLAMED HIMSELF FOR NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME WHICH LED ME TO SCOUTING AROUND!!
i was in the state of shock. i mean, who wouldn't?!
so, from then on, i learnt the true meaning of the word appreciation.
been changing my attitude ever since. :)
he's happy, i'm happpy. love.
:) <33333