after so long, we broke up.
it's been 9 months plus now.
we're both officially single.
the sparks has just stopped.
everything just stopped.
i guess this is life.
it's alright. he didn't really like it and he kinda scolded me off.
oh well, that's the past.
what's done is done.
forget about it.
but i just wanna say, thanks for the memories that you have given me.
good or bad, that's a different story.
for now, i'm single.
available? well, not too sure.
it depends. :]
but i'm fine.
i've done all the post-break up crying like, before for 9 months edi.
so, this has hurt a lil.
but, i think it's for the better.
he wont suffer me and i wont suffer him.
so, may this relationship rest in peace, ivan.
you'll always be someone special in my life. :)
hugss.
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
form5.
omgoshh. it's been agess since i last blogged.
okay. i had my sweet sixteen on valentine's day 2008.
it hit off to a rough start but it was damn nice for the rest of the day.
only me and my boy will understand how nice and special that day was. X)
we also celebrated his birthday and it turned out that i wore the dress he bought for me from guess man. X)
not to sound perasan but i'm just damn excited bout it.
okay well, that was february yea?
january, first week of school.
blah blah blah.
no biggie.
then, end feb, it was the first monthly test.
9/10 results are out and i haven failed yet! *JUMPS WITH JOY*
this is the first time ever that i didn't fail at least 4 subs.
last year, i would fail 4 subs EVERY TEST AT LEAST!!
wow man. that was good.
well, the main reason why i suddenly started blogging right now is to express how damn pissed i am at FORM4 MATAHARI!
look fuckers, i went to your class today, to go and ask pn. rose for my chem paper.
NOTE: I'M A FORM5. SENIOR.
okay. so, i see a whole group of kiasu ppl fighting for their A1s. how pathetic right? I KNOW!
come on la. there's MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN GRADES MAN!
NO LIFE FUCKERS!
so, see. that aint the part that blew me right? since them being kiasu has got no shits to do with me.
the thing that totally blew me off was when i told the teacher, "pn. rose, can you give me and maisa (my friend that was with me at the time) the chem papers cos we're not coming tomorrow. so, if we got 38, we can fight for 40."
then the whole group burst out laughing.
WOW MAN. THAT MADE ME SO DAMN PISSED!
I SAID, "I NOE YOU PPL ARE VERY KIASU OKAY."
then they all shut the fuck up.
i am so gonna do something to these shits man.
it's a matter of WHEN and HOW.
but there will be something. not to worry.
come on man.
i'm a fucking form5 la.
dun think like you're some smart shits la.
there's more to life than academics.
EXAMPLE! LOOK UP THE MIRROR FUCKTARDS.
THE GUYS LOOK LIKE THEY CAUSE MALAYSIA TO BE THE CONCENTRATED OBESE COMMUNITY WITH FUCKING RETARDED FACES AND THE GIRLS LOOK LIKE THEY WEIGH 10 KGs WITH NO BREASTS.
(NOTE : THEIR FORM4s! THEY SHOULD HAVE BREASTS BY NOW!)
dude, they are fucking fugly man.
if you stayed away from my BUSINESS, I WOULDN BE MESSING WITH YOURS.
now you all are fucking stuck up!
so damn immatured man.
learn up la bastards.
maybe you don't understand HALF of what's written in this post cos you know why?
all there is to your lives are, "chemical neutrons, biological composition and velocity."
you don't mix, you don't mingle and you make fucking lame jokes.
omg. me writing about you makes me feel pathetic myself.
i can actually feel the NERD vibe coming.
geez. look at the mirror la. you'll see, that you'll freak at your own reflection. X)
enjoy.
okay. i had my sweet sixteen on valentine's day 2008.
it hit off to a rough start but it was damn nice for the rest of the day.
only me and my boy will understand how nice and special that day was. X)
we also celebrated his birthday and it turned out that i wore the dress he bought for me from guess man. X)
not to sound perasan but i'm just damn excited bout it.
okay well, that was february yea?
january, first week of school.
blah blah blah.
no biggie.
then, end feb, it was the first monthly test.
9/10 results are out and i haven failed yet! *JUMPS WITH JOY*
this is the first time ever that i didn't fail at least 4 subs.
last year, i would fail 4 subs EVERY TEST AT LEAST!!
wow man. that was good.
well, the main reason why i suddenly started blogging right now is to express how damn pissed i am at FORM4 MATAHARI!
look fuckers, i went to your class today, to go and ask pn. rose for my chem paper.
NOTE: I'M A FORM5. SENIOR.
okay. so, i see a whole group of kiasu ppl fighting for their A1s. how pathetic right? I KNOW!
come on la. there's MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN GRADES MAN!
NO LIFE FUCKERS!
so, see. that aint the part that blew me right? since them being kiasu has got no shits to do with me.
the thing that totally blew me off was when i told the teacher, "pn. rose, can you give me and maisa (my friend that was with me at the time) the chem papers cos we're not coming tomorrow. so, if we got 38, we can fight for 40."
then the whole group burst out laughing.
WOW MAN. THAT MADE ME SO DAMN PISSED!
I SAID, "I NOE YOU PPL ARE VERY KIASU OKAY."
then they all shut the fuck up.
i am so gonna do something to these shits man.
it's a matter of WHEN and HOW.
but there will be something. not to worry.
come on man.
i'm a fucking form5 la.
dun think like you're some smart shits la.
there's more to life than academics.
EXAMPLE! LOOK UP THE MIRROR FUCKTARDS.
THE GUYS LOOK LIKE THEY CAUSE MALAYSIA TO BE THE CONCENTRATED OBESE COMMUNITY WITH FUCKING RETARDED FACES AND THE GIRLS LOOK LIKE THEY WEIGH 10 KGs WITH NO BREASTS.
(NOTE : THEIR FORM4s! THEY SHOULD HAVE BREASTS BY NOW!)
dude, they are fucking fugly man.
if you stayed away from my BUSINESS, I WOULDN BE MESSING WITH YOURS.
now you all are fucking stuck up!
so damn immatured man.
learn up la bastards.
maybe you don't understand HALF of what's written in this post cos you know why?
all there is to your lives are, "chemical neutrons, biological composition and velocity."
you don't mix, you don't mingle and you make fucking lame jokes.
omg. me writing about you makes me feel pathetic myself.
i can actually feel the NERD vibe coming.
geez. look at the mirror la. you'll see, that you'll freak at your own reflection. X)
enjoy.
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