*cheers till tears fall*
i won second place for this year's bu4 idol!
haha. duet category.
you have totally NO IDEA how hard it was for alice and i.
all that we went through, we finally made it.
this means the most for me cos you see, i'm 16 this year.
for 16 years, i never got any award AT ALL.
this is the first and when i screwed up the lyrics, i politely asked for another chance.
then, we went all out.
there you go. X)
i wanna congratulate the other winners.
SOLO CATEGORY :
1ST, JOEY LAU!
(HE WAS FUCKIN' AWESOME)
2ND, EMILY MOK
(BLEEDING LOVE BABE)
3RD, DAVID CHEW
(OUR VERY OWN GAVIN DEGRAW)
DUET CATEGORY :
1ST, HONG ONN AND KEE AIK
(AND SHE SAYS THEY CAN'T SING. RIGHT.)
2ND, VALERIE LOW AND ALICE LEONG
(MEMORIES WERE PRICELESS)
3RD, SHERWEN AND YONG CHING
(OUR SECOND PAIR THAT MADE IT TOO!)
all of us, take a bow.
we made it for our final year.
i'm so so damn proud of every one of us.
i cried like crazy.
for the rest that didn't made it, i know that you did all you could.
all of you were great.
super strong voices, no doubt.
i hope everyone enjoyed this final year as much as i did.
thank you so much. :))
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Sunday, April 13, 2008
one month and counting. :))
after blogging bout something pretty depressing, it's time i blogged bout something happening in my life now. X))
my baby and i have been together for slightly pass a month now.
he told me he was gonna read my blog, so i purposely want him to see this. :DD
haha. you know i love you. <333
he has changed so much for me, it's incredible.
i really appreciate it.
i remember we kept arguing early in the relationship.
we went through ALOT.
but, now, from where i stand, with him by my side, i don't mind shedding that one litre of tears.
i thought that ivan was worth my love cos he was with me for so long.
guess what, you're more worth it than all my ex-es added up together and times by infinity.
you took my breath away the minute i laid eyes on you.
if you leave, you'll take my breath away for good.
that's how much i love you.
baby, remember this five words.
my heart beats for you. :))
my baby and i have been together for slightly pass a month now.
he told me he was gonna read my blog, so i purposely want him to see this. :DD
haha. you know i love you. <333
he has changed so much for me, it's incredible.
i really appreciate it.
i remember we kept arguing early in the relationship.
we went through ALOT.
but, now, from where i stand, with him by my side, i don't mind shedding that one litre of tears.
i thought that ivan was worth my love cos he was with me for so long.
guess what, you're more worth it than all my ex-es added up together and times by infinity.
you took my breath away the minute i laid eyes on you.
if you leave, you'll take my breath away for good.
that's how much i love you.
baby, remember this five words.
my heart beats for you. :))
what a night.
as the title says, what a night.
ivan chew keng kitt, you changed so much, i can hardly recognize you.
how can you say those things to me?
i NEVER saw it coming.
that's for sure.
what made you say all those things??
well, we're both disappearing from each other's lives for now.
joseph loo yew hann, you said that i changed.
i never changed.
you just noticed that i'm like this.
i lost two close friends in one night.
it's kinda hard for me although i got totally nothing to do with it.
i dunno what happened.
as my baby says, cest' la vie.
what goes around, comes around.
note for ivan : you disappoint me so much. it hurts. goodbye and take care of yourself.
note for joseph : i did my part as a close friend. it also hurts from what you said to me. it's your
loss, buddy.
after all this, i learnt one great lesson in life, never be too sure that your closest people will never change or backstab you. there's nothing that one can be hundred percent sure about. whether family (i heard of family backstabbing family), friends or anyone. the only person, you can ever trust, is your other half. if even your other half will backstab you, there's obviously something wrong with you.
but, luckily for me, i have my other half, and my important TRUE friends in my life.
thank you. i love you all. :))
ivan chew keng kitt, you changed so much, i can hardly recognize you.
how can you say those things to me?
i NEVER saw it coming.
that's for sure.
what made you say all those things??
well, we're both disappearing from each other's lives for now.
joseph loo yew hann, you said that i changed.
i never changed.
you just noticed that i'm like this.
i lost two close friends in one night.
it's kinda hard for me although i got totally nothing to do with it.
i dunno what happened.
as my baby says, cest' la vie.
what goes around, comes around.
note for ivan : you disappoint me so much. it hurts. goodbye and take care of yourself.
note for joseph : i did my part as a close friend. it also hurts from what you said to me. it's your
loss, buddy.
after all this, i learnt one great lesson in life, never be too sure that your closest people will never change or backstab you. there's nothing that one can be hundred percent sure about. whether family (i heard of family backstabbing family), friends or anyone. the only person, you can ever trust, is your other half. if even your other half will backstab you, there's obviously something wrong with you.
but, luckily for me, i have my other half, and my important TRUE friends in my life.
thank you. i love you all. :))
Saturday, March 8, 2008
after so long.
after so long, we broke up.
it's been 9 months plus now.
we're both officially single.
the sparks has just stopped.
everything just stopped.
i guess this is life.
it's alright. he didn't really like it and he kinda scolded me off.
oh well, that's the past.
what's done is done.
forget about it.
but i just wanna say, thanks for the memories that you have given me.
good or bad, that's a different story.
for now, i'm single.
available? well, not too sure.
it depends. :]
but i'm fine.
i've done all the post-break up crying like, before for 9 months edi.
so, this has hurt a lil.
but, i think it's for the better.
he wont suffer me and i wont suffer him.
so, may this relationship rest in peace, ivan.
you'll always be someone special in my life. :)
hugss.
it's been 9 months plus now.
we're both officially single.
the sparks has just stopped.
everything just stopped.
i guess this is life.
it's alright. he didn't really like it and he kinda scolded me off.
oh well, that's the past.
what's done is done.
forget about it.
but i just wanna say, thanks for the memories that you have given me.
good or bad, that's a different story.
for now, i'm single.
available? well, not too sure.
it depends. :]
but i'm fine.
i've done all the post-break up crying like, before for 9 months edi.
so, this has hurt a lil.
but, i think it's for the better.
he wont suffer me and i wont suffer him.
so, may this relationship rest in peace, ivan.
you'll always be someone special in my life. :)
hugss.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
form5.
omgoshh. it's been agess since i last blogged.
okay. i had my sweet sixteen on valentine's day 2008.
it hit off to a rough start but it was damn nice for the rest of the day.
only me and my boy will understand how nice and special that day was. X)
we also celebrated his birthday and it turned out that i wore the dress he bought for me from guess man. X)
not to sound perasan but i'm just damn excited bout it.
okay well, that was february yea?
january, first week of school.
blah blah blah.
no biggie.
then, end feb, it was the first monthly test.
9/10 results are out and i haven failed yet! *JUMPS WITH JOY*
this is the first time ever that i didn't fail at least 4 subs.
last year, i would fail 4 subs EVERY TEST AT LEAST!!
wow man. that was good.
well, the main reason why i suddenly started blogging right now is to express how damn pissed i am at FORM4 MATAHARI!
look fuckers, i went to your class today, to go and ask pn. rose for my chem paper.
NOTE: I'M A FORM5. SENIOR.
okay. so, i see a whole group of kiasu ppl fighting for their A1s. how pathetic right? I KNOW!
come on la. there's MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN GRADES MAN!
NO LIFE FUCKERS!
so, see. that aint the part that blew me right? since them being kiasu has got no shits to do with me.
the thing that totally blew me off was when i told the teacher, "pn. rose, can you give me and maisa (my friend that was with me at the time) the chem papers cos we're not coming tomorrow. so, if we got 38, we can fight for 40."
then the whole group burst out laughing.
WOW MAN. THAT MADE ME SO DAMN PISSED!
I SAID, "I NOE YOU PPL ARE VERY KIASU OKAY."
then they all shut the fuck up.
i am so gonna do something to these shits man.
it's a matter of WHEN and HOW.
but there will be something. not to worry.
come on man.
i'm a fucking form5 la.
dun think like you're some smart shits la.
there's more to life than academics.
EXAMPLE! LOOK UP THE MIRROR FUCKTARDS.
THE GUYS LOOK LIKE THEY CAUSE MALAYSIA TO BE THE CONCENTRATED OBESE COMMUNITY WITH FUCKING RETARDED FACES AND THE GIRLS LOOK LIKE THEY WEIGH 10 KGs WITH NO BREASTS.
(NOTE : THEIR FORM4s! THEY SHOULD HAVE BREASTS BY NOW!)
dude, they are fucking fugly man.
if you stayed away from my BUSINESS, I WOULDN BE MESSING WITH YOURS.
now you all are fucking stuck up!
so damn immatured man.
learn up la bastards.
maybe you don't understand HALF of what's written in this post cos you know why?
all there is to your lives are, "chemical neutrons, biological composition and velocity."
you don't mix, you don't mingle and you make fucking lame jokes.
omg. me writing about you makes me feel pathetic myself.
i can actually feel the NERD vibe coming.
geez. look at the mirror la. you'll see, that you'll freak at your own reflection. X)
enjoy.
okay. i had my sweet sixteen on valentine's day 2008.
it hit off to a rough start but it was damn nice for the rest of the day.
only me and my boy will understand how nice and special that day was. X)
we also celebrated his birthday and it turned out that i wore the dress he bought for me from guess man. X)
not to sound perasan but i'm just damn excited bout it.
okay well, that was february yea?
january, first week of school.
blah blah blah.
no biggie.
then, end feb, it was the first monthly test.
9/10 results are out and i haven failed yet! *JUMPS WITH JOY*
this is the first time ever that i didn't fail at least 4 subs.
last year, i would fail 4 subs EVERY TEST AT LEAST!!
wow man. that was good.
well, the main reason why i suddenly started blogging right now is to express how damn pissed i am at FORM4 MATAHARI!
look fuckers, i went to your class today, to go and ask pn. rose for my chem paper.
NOTE: I'M A FORM5. SENIOR.
okay. so, i see a whole group of kiasu ppl fighting for their A1s. how pathetic right? I KNOW!
come on la. there's MUCH MORE TO LIFE THAN GRADES MAN!
NO LIFE FUCKERS!
so, see. that aint the part that blew me right? since them being kiasu has got no shits to do with me.
the thing that totally blew me off was when i told the teacher, "pn. rose, can you give me and maisa (my friend that was with me at the time) the chem papers cos we're not coming tomorrow. so, if we got 38, we can fight for 40."
then the whole group burst out laughing.
WOW MAN. THAT MADE ME SO DAMN PISSED!
I SAID, "I NOE YOU PPL ARE VERY KIASU OKAY."
then they all shut the fuck up.
i am so gonna do something to these shits man.
it's a matter of WHEN and HOW.
but there will be something. not to worry.
come on man.
i'm a fucking form5 la.
dun think like you're some smart shits la.
there's more to life than academics.
EXAMPLE! LOOK UP THE MIRROR FUCKTARDS.
THE GUYS LOOK LIKE THEY CAUSE MALAYSIA TO BE THE CONCENTRATED OBESE COMMUNITY WITH FUCKING RETARDED FACES AND THE GIRLS LOOK LIKE THEY WEIGH 10 KGs WITH NO BREASTS.
(NOTE : THEIR FORM4s! THEY SHOULD HAVE BREASTS BY NOW!)
dude, they are fucking fugly man.
if you stayed away from my BUSINESS, I WOULDN BE MESSING WITH YOURS.
now you all are fucking stuck up!
so damn immatured man.
learn up la bastards.
maybe you don't understand HALF of what's written in this post cos you know why?
all there is to your lives are, "chemical neutrons, biological composition and velocity."
you don't mix, you don't mingle and you make fucking lame jokes.
omg. me writing about you makes me feel pathetic myself.
i can actually feel the NERD vibe coming.
geez. look at the mirror la. you'll see, that you'll freak at your own reflection. X)
enjoy.
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
time to call it quits.
alright.
about the me and her incident, the whole fighting match, it's been called quits.
by both of us.
alright, this girl is celine.
after two long letters, this case has been laid to rest.
the main reason why i'm blogging bout this is to prove my sincerity in apologizing.
after she apologized, i decided, i needed to do it too.
it's not that i'm not in the wrong to blog bout it kay.
i'm in the wrong too.
well, i made a mistake and so did she.
we both realized our faults and has came clean bout this, right? :)
whatever happens from now, i've no clue.
well, whatever it is, take care alright, celine?
xoxo.
once again, i'm sorry.
about the me and her incident, the whole fighting match, it's been called quits.
by both of us.
alright, this girl is celine.
after two long letters, this case has been laid to rest.
the main reason why i'm blogging bout this is to prove my sincerity in apologizing.
after she apologized, i decided, i needed to do it too.
it's not that i'm not in the wrong to blog bout it kay.
i'm in the wrong too.
well, i made a mistake and so did she.
we both realized our faults and has came clean bout this, right? :)
whatever happens from now, i've no clue.
well, whatever it is, take care alright, celine?
xoxo.
once again, i'm sorry.
Sunday, September 23, 2007
some people just never grow up.
why?
that's the main word people ask when they're confused bout something.
well, currently, i'm confused bout this.
an old friend of mine has this intense hatred raging all over her.
bout me.
she's like this time bomb exploding whenever she talks bout me.
dude, reality check.
how old are you? you're even older than me.
why these acts of childishness?
no offence.
but, seriously, i think it's time to grow up.
you're 16. going on 17.
i'm 15. going on 16.
why do i seem like the more matured one?
why act cute? why?
it's all these questions ringing in my head.
why these hatred?
why must there be war?
why must there be discrimination?
it's puzzling. simply, puzzling.
all those words you use, are simply, barbaric.
"she's too dumb to function a phone."?
haha. cute.
excuse me. why is your civilization level so minimal?
i mean, it seems like, you find the thrill in saying that?
does it bring you any good?
oh right. haha.
maybe it simply pleasures you to make someone's life so-called miserable.
i don't know how to help you.
someday, i hope, you'll see your actions are an act of childishness.
you're filling your life with hate and anger.
wonder how you do that.
gotta give you credit for that.
grow up.
note: GROW UP. BE AN ADULT.
really, no offence, but, honestly, i thought your dad was a well-mannered man.
but, it's in YOU.
open your eyes.
i remember what you said bout dumping your ex.
"one month plus is more than enough for a first-timer."
it still shocks me.
he was so hurt.
did you ever think bout his feelings?
he loved you so much.
sigh.
as i said, sins are meant to be commited.
but, there's also the turn of innocence.
go ahead. say all you like.
to me, and to others who has a matured mind, will see that, the one who speaks like an adult, and the one who doesn't take matters like brutal killings, is the better individual.
reflect yourself.
amen.
that's the main word people ask when they're confused bout something.
well, currently, i'm confused bout this.
an old friend of mine has this intense hatred raging all over her.
bout me.
she's like this time bomb exploding whenever she talks bout me.
dude, reality check.
how old are you? you're even older than me.
why these acts of childishness?
no offence.
but, seriously, i think it's time to grow up.
you're 16. going on 17.
i'm 15. going on 16.
why do i seem like the more matured one?
why act cute? why?
it's all these questions ringing in my head.
why these hatred?
why must there be war?
why must there be discrimination?
it's puzzling. simply, puzzling.
all those words you use, are simply, barbaric.
"she's too dumb to function a phone."?
haha. cute.
excuse me. why is your civilization level so minimal?
i mean, it seems like, you find the thrill in saying that?
does it bring you any good?
oh right. haha.
maybe it simply pleasures you to make someone's life so-called miserable.
i don't know how to help you.
someday, i hope, you'll see your actions are an act of childishness.
you're filling your life with hate and anger.
wonder how you do that.
gotta give you credit for that.
grow up.
note: GROW UP. BE AN ADULT.
really, no offence, but, honestly, i thought your dad was a well-mannered man.
but, it's in YOU.
open your eyes.
i remember what you said bout dumping your ex.
"one month plus is more than enough for a first-timer."
it still shocks me.
he was so hurt.
did you ever think bout his feelings?
he loved you so much.
sigh.
as i said, sins are meant to be commited.
but, there's also the turn of innocence.
go ahead. say all you like.
to me, and to others who has a matured mind, will see that, the one who speaks like an adult, and the one who doesn't take matters like brutal killings, is the better individual.
reflect yourself.
amen.
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